life updates with aj, coming at 4:25 4:34
c'mon this is interesting (no it’s not yes it totally is)
so i’m finally dropping the shit friend who shall not be named and i’m lovin’ it cause she’s racist, transphobic, biphobic, acephobic, and homophobic, which is just great isn’t it
but yeah i’m dropping her like the piece of shit she is cause boy have i tried to educate her and make her see why her thinking is wrong, like hell if that works though since she was a supporter of mitt romney on some racist claim about obama that i don’t remember (shoulda seen that coming, honestly)
and i’m kind of really needing to talk to my parents about name changing, even though then i’ll get asked what my gender is and when i say i don’t know, my mom’s gonna tell me that’s not possible
and then my dad will just avoid using names at all possible times since that’s what he does with my sister
also a friend of mine is coming to live with us (hopefully only for a few weeks so she can go back home) but maybe that’ll make my parents stop yelling and fighting all the time since they love this person more than they have ever or will ever love me
other than that, i’m doing well in all my classes (hell ye), i’ve got a stupid crush who’s got a stupid face with stupid lips i wanna kiss and i’m pretty sure he’s dating someone :(((( but i’m cool with it
also, three day week and hopefully some time to hang out with friends and not deal with/be around/ever see my dad
wow this got really long whoops this is just one more little thing:
i’m starting to learn some languages since i’ve realized that language comes really easy to me since i was raised partially multilingual (long story)
also idk if i’m trans or bigender or agender or whatever but it’s confusing and i’m confused and also starting to realize that i’ve known i’m not cis for a while now and i’ve just been avoiding that… whoops
but hey i’m happy, i got some new clothes, i found a perfume i’m not allergic to, i haven’t had to use sharpies in a while, and it’s finally starting to get colder in MA so maybe we’ll finally have snow :)))))))